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In which Rusette lets out all the rage she feels

Just a while ago, I was feeling ok. But now, I think I'm consumed with rage. It can't be helped if I let it all out here. Well this rage concerns my memories, it's all I have and all I ever think of whenever I'm at the pits. So whoever tries to destroy them in some way should not go near my proximity. For I don't know what I will do If I see her. Yes it is a her. I dunno, I never hated anyone more than I hate this person. Ever since we laid eyes on each other, we knew that we would clash - and clash we did. She took him away from me, I didn't say a word. I let her have him. I distanced myself. I gave her all the opportunity. She should be thankful, that bitch.. I really hate her, every cell and every fiber of my being. I hate her so much that I think I would go to hell. This hate could compare to nothing I ever felt before. Damn, just the thought of there makes me want to do things beyond human imagining..grrr.. I let her go that time. She crossed the boundaries, I let that go. But this time, it is too much- too much for me to take. Can't she see I've suffered enough. She's really pushing me to the limits. I feel so angry that I think I might cry. I feel so stupid. I should not have let her off the hook that easily, being a slimy bitch she is..But Ive learned my lesson. I've learned it the hard way. This time, I would defend what's mine... She chose the wrong person trifle with.

In which the burderns were temporarily lifted from my shoulder

Time to celebrate, examination's over!! I'm a bit. er, a lot of tired due to not having enough sleep.. Well, say goodbye to sleepless nights!! (For now). 

What I have to do now is to cherish every ticking seconds of worry-free and academically-free life. Bliss..

hmm..

some poem made by someone I admire